it would be the first and the last time that i'd ever felt that way.

i don't think it would ever happen again.

i let go, long time ago.

i clung onto past, but now i'm learning to let go.

i let go, but whenever i go back to search it again,

my chest feels stuck, my breathe gets short, the pain as if there are many needles poking my chest straight to my heart.

i have let you go, but why am i still feeling this way.

for a moment, i wanted to feel wanted, i craved for more. but i snap me back to reality.

our time has passed.

i really should move far away, cut off every connection, and lead my life like i did before to let you go, for the last time and surely and completely.

be happy, live your life. bad days are bound to pass by, as well as good days.

put your utmost trust onto the person you rely on to, ask to get assurance.

you were everything to me once, and only for that time. at least that's what i hope so.

be happy. that's all i ever want.

live your life.

i love you, as a person to another person.