My questions all are answered but why am I still devastated about current state?

I want the best of you but I have to wait patiently.

I'm sure what's in between that got us really distant is time.

please hold me tight, I can feel it's not as firm as it used to.

It got shaky sometimes, and sometimes it's almost about to loose.

Give me more reasons to stay.

Tell me that if I able get through this obstacle, it would be worth it.

I don't find myself missing you as bad as I used to.

I don't know, do I finally understand your situation or my heart just drown in somewhere else.


I don't get angry as much as I used to.

I don't know, do I finally get to gather all my patience or now I care less.


Time is scary, it got me fall hard but it got me fall out too.