I'm pushing back everything, I'm trying to ignore everything and live in the moment.

I have my favourite band comeback and favourite group fanmeeting and I really should focus on them.

I found that opening up is a hard when you try to be okay. Telling people, I don't know somehow it makes it worse.

I'll be stronger than I am today.

I'll be back stand up very firm, won't fall for stupid sweet things because they won't last.

I need to learn how to be me back in school where I never relied on people. I kept everything in and let it out here. I'm gaining inspirations to write and I love writing and I missed writing.

I'll be back stronger, so you'd know it's your loss. Not mine.

I'll be stronger than I am today.

Even though I know it's hard to collect myself back piece by piece, I can do it.

You'd know that it's your loss.