this post would be mixture of different topics because my head is full of everything and I feel like venting out but I have no girlfriend to listen to me.

ANYWAYS,

i'm feeling fake motivation :D

hahahhahahah like for real!

i've watched study videos and college room tour on youtube by oh no nina. she's fun.

I HAVE THIS SUDDEN FEELING to decorate my new room and my head already has some plans?????????? this is so stupid oh my god....

and another sudden feeling to relearn japanese just to fill in free time I have later in new semester because I have free time more than I thought, and just to motivate me to study. Because I guess back in highschool, I was lowkey into studying because of less time I had?? Like I always had something planned and LOADS of homework so I really couldn't find time to actually study the parts that I lacked.

wow this is just another fake motivation ugh... after 1 week of new semester I'd back procrastinating smh.

oh ya, I want to fix my, hmm belanja?

I really need to go see counselor for this. I really really don't know how to manage my money. I'm broke most of the time so whenever I have some money, I'd go buy things I thought I need just like today, I bought new pair of jeans.................................. shaking my fucking head ugh please Najwa.................................

My head already starts planning what to buy for new semester. I want to buy like 3 4 notebooks and ink gel pens because they're cute. And I like randomly writing words that pop in my head. I have one here but I'm really lazy to take a picture of it and transfer to laptop yadayada. Ugh I think I need to stop watching youtube hshshhshs

but honestly, just, for real, please, and please Najwa get your ass work on... stop being lazy..... do stuff productive...

I signed up two committees (so far) so I'd stop napping for 6 hours a day :D

Oh right. I STARTED EXERCISING!

I went for morning run selang satu hari. rest day la konon but I'm just lazy.

I tried cut off my sugar intake and I actually did for about a month? But eventually gave up because my mom cooks oily and salty food. and if you only drink plain water, the taste would be still there and I really don't like the sensation. So welps, I drink lemon tea :/
and today I bought boba tea :/
bila nak kurus nya kalau macam ni lol ok moving on

I want to live a healthier life than previous semesters :D

Pray for Najwa to stick to her morning run routine and cutting of sugar intake and drink more plain water hehehe