the last time i was this breathless was months ago. even waiting for mahallah prereg i was still doing good.

but, i'm gasping for air.

feeling stuck, my chest aches. not sure if it's the cold after the rain (because i'm asthmatic) or anxiety kicks in.

maybe i'm anxious over this dropship that I signed up. and for new semester with few events that I signed up.

I don't want to get bad rep. I always dislike having any position and commitment but, it's time to go out of my comfort zone.

The downside is, I'm anxious over it.

Help.

I just want to inhale deeply, to heal this pain in my chest.

Maybe I keep so much things in, and I'm about to explode. It feels similar but different.

I'm not sure what's happening but, I just want to breathe, properly.