Hi hello!

Just random thoughts.

I've been told by some that they enjoy reading my blog. I'm embarrassed but that's a very highly compliment for someone that writes! Thank you for reading. I meant it.

I've been blogging since I was ten or eleven. Well, back then it was just trashy thoughts that I kept in because growing up, I couldn't express much despites how rebellious I am. Thus resulted to my anger management issue, where I used to keep everything in and exploded at a very wrong timing most of the times. People around me had seen or been the victim of sudden satanic anger. I used to just ranting out then I'd be okay. But anger, is another thing. I'm very sorry about it. I really do.

And, writing really helps me controlling my anger. My posts are all on how my thoughts clouded my head that time, I poured everything here so I can sleep peacefully.

Not only that, I enjoy seeing changes throughout the years. How my language has improved, how I organized my thoughts in writing and how my worldview and perspectives changes.

If you've been following up my blog, it feels like we're growing up together.

Expressing my thoughts in my native language is so awkward. At least, in writing. I don't mind telling in native language but I code switch and code mix a lot. English has words that explains my stand therefore that's the main reason why I'm writing in English.

In all seriousness, thank you for growing up with me. You have witnessed me at my lowest, my breakups, my anxiety and my breakdowns. I'm bad expressing when I'm happy so I rarely write one.

To everyone I had mentioned in my posts either directly or indirectly, you meant a lot to my life. Our paths had crossed and you passed by, spent some time with me, give many lessons and has significant point in my life that I don't think I could ever forget. Thank you for being my inspirations in my writing.

I stopped writing some while ago, nothing inspired me but you all came to existence in my life. It feels like being brought back to life. I always loved writing, but lost my ways some time, and you led me back to where I originally at. Thank you :)

Thank you for sticking with me virtually! <3