captured a very beautiful sunset today, and I'm currently on editing the sunset video. But I decided to record more videos to make it vary.

sunsets make me sentimental.

even there are times when I hate living, but He gives me more reasons to stay and keep on living.

there are many things I have yet to discover on this world.

and I don't know myself if I could ever get the chance to see more,

I really want to go see aurora, the northern lights.

(I have quite bad asthma I don't know if I can survive?)

we feel close to nature because we are a part of it.

I don't think there are anyone that hate listening to river flows? watching sunrises and sunsets?

sun setting always get me :<

I saw a post on a movie, Tangled. the scene was the one when they were on a boat during lantern festival, and the guy was falling in love with her. That's the peak of falling in love.

I have that moments too.

It was one memorable moment, because I fell so hard, like it was perfect and I wish time could stop for a moment.

were at KLCC, waiting for the time ran faster because we were going back that night and our bus was 11:00 pm. it was at end year, so there were Christmas trees decorated with LED lights around them. maybe it's because I never been outside at night with anyone aside from my family and friends?

I remember I whispered something to his ear. I think that's something we both should keep it in.

And you,

I remember falling for you hard when you called me in the evening. When I asked you why, you said "SAJE takleh ke ok" annoying sikit but I remember that time, I was thinking to myself, "Oh my, I love him".

I want to learn understanding your space and time. I've been spitting words that hurt you. I don't think you can forgive me on that. I want to learn controlling my anger issues (for real this is the major issue). If this seems like I'm begging for another chance, it's partly correct. I think this is more like, wanting you to want me back. I gave up long time ago, but I can't seem to let go of this. I feel like I have many things to offer and share but damage has done.

I'll learn how to live without you, and I am learning it.

This is just another post of missing you. :)

(And I don't think I have given up yet, my lips said so but my heart, isn't)