it's getting no fun when this starts.

i'm nervous, which very rare, on the internet of course.

i'm conscious, over everything.

God please, move my heart to someone I actually compatible and capable of starting a new one.

let this just meer liking, not total.

i'm quite, well, not patient enough.

i might as well, confessing to just get through this and move on.

but nope, this time, it's better to keep everything to myself.