things are getting out of my hands. unmotivated, many things left unfinished, fucked up minds.

i tried my best to stay motivated but it is still not as enough. i still don't get my things done as planned. i hate how i can't see my progress.

i don't know if i'm doing well or i'm floating somewhere.

need to do self check often, regularly. need help for my mental state. i want to get things done as planned. please, najwa. please. do yourself a favour. please.