how hearts are, at times they are consistent, also at times they are hesitant.

i've left the past behind me. i'm trying to move forward but at times i failed to do so, i turned back.

whenever i turned back, i remind myself that, it was all in the past, that time has passed, and i could never turn back time to restart and relive the moment again.

there are deep wounds that are still hurting whenever i accidentally nudge them somewhere. but i gotta remind myself the wound is now healing, and eventually they'll get fully recovered.

there are things that i am still uncertain, there are questions that i'm dying to get the answers. but seeing how things are now, i know i can't get them answered and they would be left unanswered, forever.

it is the past, that i cherished.

my time, begging for time to stay, has passed.

it is funny whenever i reminiscing those times, those hard times.

i may be forgave, but i could not forget what has happened. the wound is too deep.

it makes me cry sometimes too.

but it's a relief that it happened so i found myself.

thank you, life. life sucks but maybe it sucks to make us learn how to be on our own.