ever staring at yourself in the mirror and hating every single angle of your face, your hair, your height, your weight, and your body.

i spent at least 30 minutes in every 2 hour today, staring at my reflections.

the acnes, the scars, the uneven skin tone, the way my face darker than my arms, the way i have the ugliest smiles.

this could be one of the many reasons why people find it hard to be fond of me. my look is not friendly, far enough to be considered pretty.

also one of the reasons why i'm hating this life.

can't believe i have to look at this face and this body for my entire life. i hate the way i look.