i was feeling kinda under the weather. probably it was because of the weather. it was cold, and i was alone and lonely.

i tried to find excuses so i can go out and dress up to make myself feel good. 

i chose to go do some part time jobs.

i wore a cute t-shirt which i LOVED, with a cotton shawl that i used for ODL, and dark blue jeans.

tuck in the t-shirt, to expose the belt to make my body look slimmer because i'm fat lol

and to make my legs look longer.

applied my favourite blushers, mixed my favourite lipstick with my favourite lipmatte. the colour turned out VERY PRETTY I LOVED IT.

i went out, feeling satisfied with myself for looking that good. the makeup turned out just the way i wanted it.

pure satisfaction, with myself. and i did that all to myself.