we promised a forever which we hoped it lasts, but it lasted.

i've expected it, because i've been neglected too again. i settled for less again.

maybe if i were more cuter, or prettier, he could at least not giving up on me.

i've many reasons to blame but i won't. let it ends here. 

i want my ayam mcd. for my poor Najwa who got her heart broken again. for my poor Najwa who is so tired with her studies. pats* there, there. you've been so strong putting up with the same shits. i'm proud of you for holding on. there, there, Najwa. let's not settle for less. 

pat pat, I love you, myself. rest all you want during this mid sem break, do what you love. 

you've been so strong, my dear Najwa.