i'm getting emotional out of nothing.

this year was full of shits, some were surprising, some were as expected.

i challenged myself with new things, out of my comfort zones.

panic attacks, breakdowns.

moments when i got up by myself, or with helps of everyone.

some left, some came, some stay.

gained new friends, bond even stronger with friends.

breakups, heartbreaks.

crying sessions with my pillow, laughing my chest out with my pillow.

talking to friends on discord, video calls, habbo maze with everyone, finishing habbo quests.

despite covid hit us hard, there are blessings in disguise that i slowly realize each one of them.

my heart is content, looking back how much i've grown, how much i've experienced.

i have no clear hopes for 2021, but i only want to be mentally stable more than 2020. 

alhamdulillah.

thank you for coming, leaving, staying. i learnt a lot.