why do whatever i feel is always at the extreme end

i feel so strongly of everything.

when i am sad, i would be so sad that tears won't come out, or sometimes i can cry for two days straight.

when i am angry, i can feel the pit in my stomach ready to combust.

when i care, i start to be too cautious, scared of making small mistakes that they might find it bothering them.

as much as i want to stay on the surface, i do think of everything in depth. especially at this hour.

i want to take it slow, i am taking it slow. learning new things about you. adapting. but i'm not staying in the surface. i'm going deeper in my thoughts. 

no labels, no pressure, but i do care. i am interested to know what's in the mind. 

i want it to be the little safe space. tell me everything, let it out. i will listen. i will give hugs. i will assure that things will find their way. 

i dont know what do you think of me precisely, i cant wait to find it out. later.

i have to get ready for online class at home. i'm excited to set my work space. my own space.