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The same path under the same moonlit sky.
We’ll probably end up falling asleep at the same place.
Now I want to be with someone.
I want to get rid of this loneliness.
I don’t want to be alone anymore.
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yesterday, i finally got some free time. i went straight thinking of what i could do with you. but when i told you that i have nothing to do, and asked you what you're going to do that night, you told me that you're going to play some games with your friend. i cried, so hard upon the realization that you're not even mine to begin with. you asked if i were okay with it. i couldn't bring myself saying i'm not okay, and i'm crying because of it because it's stupid of me to feel this upset. tiktok ruins me so much, they made me wanting to do things online with you.
while you, i guess, never think of doing anything with me. your free time, you obviously thinking of spending your time with friends instead of me.
this realization hit me so hard in my face.
you never think of me do you.
my instagram stories, statuses, you'd probably just tap them away. while i could never think of any day i didn't giggle seeing you in the view list.
stupid of me. i thought it was mutual. it obviously is not mutual.
that is all. i will try to move on before you eventually leave me hanging, just like everyone did.