i once again learned to anticipate weekend and free time to do chores and my hobbies!

i just stopped writing since entering uni, which kinda makes so much sense why i did. university felt like a whole lifetime, a total life worth of era. you wake up, eat, and sleep for it until i completely lost my purpose and my joy. free time didn't feel like a free time for 5 years. once again, i felt it.

i ended my degree, well unofficially. interning at Arkib is not something that i originally planned but i know above wanting allowance, wanting to do what i actually want to do, i REALLY need the stability which i think i never really felt it as growing up. since i entered boarding school, then as soon as school ended, straight into university.

being at home was always like 'i-just-want-to-do-nothing' BUT this weekend, wow i am feeling it to my bones. i anticipate the weekend, to do chores, SHITLOAD of chores and to enjoy my hobbies without any pressure. i can feel that i want to unpack my stuff, clean my room, clean the house, rearrange stuffs into new rooms; study room and my bedroom.

a worthy mention of i'm so good with progress, i feel like crying. so used to tire myself out do things i planned in my head in one sitting. but now i can do it slowly, one by one. same goes to doing my thesis process, holy eff i couldn't believe myself either.

i might need some other time to rearrange what to write because, obviously, years of not writing, I HAVE SO MANY STORIES TO TELL.

i'm in better place, mentally, physically, physiologically. i'm so excited for upcoming days. wishing all the best to myself for this internship, and finding jobs because i want money heheh.

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